shibby
i am very easily angered man. it sucks.
i hung out with lindsay and justin yesterday, i missed them. justin is seriously amazing. hes such a good friend..yesterday he was like 'you know that if you ever need to talk to someone you can talk to me and i wont tell anyone. dont forget that' hes always so worried about me and my situations. haha i remember the first time i hung out with him, it was supposed to be me him linds and jimmy [before we were going out] but jimmy didnt end up coming so justin kept telling lindsay to sit with me instead of him because he didnt want me to be lonely haha
i decided that i love mr paire because if it wasnt for him and his stupid fucking projects, i never would have hung out with lindsay in the first place..and therefore wouldnt hang out with justin, and probably never would have gotten with jimmy.
i am so sick of being depressed. i really just need to get over life now.
marissas coming over today and ill probably have to explain my past few weeks to her because we dont talk anymore..that sucks. im really starting to dislike summer and what it does to me and marissa cause idk if she noticed or not, but me and her never talk or hang out. sucks. also, laurens sleeping over tonight..that should be an adventure. im actually pretty excited for that one tho. kevin wanted to hang out this week..and completely didnt call him. i feel bad. i suck at life.
im gunna go be annorexic now. payc.
i hung out with lindsay and justin yesterday, i missed them. justin is seriously amazing. hes such a good friend..yesterday he was like 'you know that if you ever need to talk to someone you can talk to me and i wont tell anyone. dont forget that' hes always so worried about me and my situations. haha i remember the first time i hung out with him, it was supposed to be me him linds and jimmy [before we were going out] but jimmy didnt end up coming so justin kept telling lindsay to sit with me instead of him because he didnt want me to be lonely haha
i decided that i love mr paire because if it wasnt for him and his stupid fucking projects, i never would have hung out with lindsay in the first place..and therefore wouldnt hang out with justin, and probably never would have gotten with jimmy.
i am so sick of being depressed. i really just need to get over life now.
marissas coming over today and ill probably have to explain my past few weeks to her because we dont talk anymore..that sucks. im really starting to dislike summer and what it does to me and marissa cause idk if she noticed or not, but me and her never talk or hang out. sucks. also, laurens sleeping over tonight..that should be an adventure. im actually pretty excited for that one tho. kevin wanted to hang out this week..and completely didnt call him. i feel bad. i suck at life.
im gunna go be annorexic now. payc.