Dec 01, 2005 15:18
hahaha sylwia gets pissed at me for not posting. silly girl
okayyyyy so i do suck at this. i guess i dont like writing down my feelings for them to be used against me someday..which they probably will be. meh
alright recap! lets go back. last last friday..Harry Potter 4 came out. it was pretty amazing. but they left a bunch out. like S.P.E.W. and Ludo Bagman and veela and a ton of other things.
last tuesday..nintendo fusion tour. fucking amazing. fall out boy sounded so good and made me love them all over again. the other bands rocked too..except Boys Night Out buyt we didnt really listen to them because we decided to get merch at that point. yeah it was amazing. so then we went to courtneys house and she was wicked grumpy!!! hahaha it was so funny because me and sylvo were like wicked hyper and i was super giggly and such and courtney was just like 'SHUT UP! GET YOUR OWN WATER!' hahahahah so funny.
wednesday.. pep rally!! pretty incredible. marissa came over after school and was WICKED BORING! she slept the whole fricken time. and i asked ben to come over but he didnt come until like 7. and then marissa left around 9 maybe and ben left around 10ish?
thursday.. vdanceee. pretty fun. i didnt dance at all, but c'mon, did anyone expect me to? losers.. i danced with curtis kevin and ben. went to janeils after and that was incredible. i was wicked tired tho so i just layed down most of the time. played with connors hair haha. yeah a little bit of drama tho with courtney and jc cause of warren and shit.. yeah theyre crazy. courtney and warren tho huuuh? i think its awkward that like 4 weeks ago they didnt even talk to each other and sylwia was asking me about him cause she didnt even know who he was pretty much. funny how these things work out.
monday..i broke up with curtis. things just werent working. we never hung out and barely ever talked so i guess i just lost alot of feelings for him. haha when i told brian this he was like 'haha lost..as in misplaced. like i cant seem to find my feelings for you curtis' lol i love brian. yeah idk. we still talk and are still friends and there was no fighting or anger of hate or anything. i think it was pretty amazing actually.
andd somewhere inbetween this i got ina fight with ben and now hes not talking to me and i hate it. its really like worse than breaking up. haha and i cant stop talking about it. hahahaha wow im so crazy. ive been in phsyco depression for like 3 days and its gotten better now and i guess im acting happier but every now and then i get to thinking and get quiet and sylwia goes 'whats wrong with you now?!' haha
yeah idk. im crazy. im depressed. im rediculous.
well how was that that sylwia? happy now? ill write more again someday..but everytime i say that it takes me 3 weeks. :)