im so straight edge. hardcore.
hmm lets go back.
monday night i slept over laurens house..kinda boring but im glad im spending time with her again. what would i have done if i was home anyways? what i dont like is that we dont really get to spend time together even when i do sleep over. i fall asleep way earlier than her and wake up earlier than her too. i woke up at like 9 and didnt want to wake her up so i woke marissa up instead lol. at like 12, she still wasnt awake so i told her i was leaving. walked to marissas house..in flip flops. bad idea. haha ive never had a blister before and now i have 3. on the way to marissas, my mom calls and we got into a fight about panic and his crickets and how i dont take care of the crickets..she told me that i hsould try going 4 days without food or water and i said okay i will. and that was stupid. i couldnt help myself though. im pretty sure going 4 days without food would be pretty easy for me. she shouldnt challange me. yah so she was pissed haha, told me that if i say one more smart thing id be home for the rest of the week. she didnt talk to me for a few days..ill explain how i got her to talk to me later.
so went to marissas, took a shower and did my hair really quick. holly picked us up around 2 and then we waited for kyle to come get us at her house. we went to the movies to see talladega nights. again. haha me and marissa had both seen it already but didnt tell them that. we werent even going to tell each other. haha were idiots. kyle thought i was high cause i started cracking up for no reason on the ride there. haha then we got into the straight edge talk. he told me to get 3 x's tattooed somewhere and i told him it makes me think of porn. haha we talked about emo kids and how much i hate them again. me and holly were being wicked opinionated and like critisizing everyone that walked by us lol marissa was a fucking riot but was annoying me at the same time. i loved it though. we went to applebees after the movie and the light was out above our table so fucking marissa starts poking at it with her menu and it fell. we panicked. we thought it was going to break. and holly and kyle were still outside so when they walked in me and marissa were like dying with laugher and courldnt talk..we tried to hide it for a while and then the lady saw it and was like 'do you want me to fix your light?' haha haha. oh man, so much fun. on the ride home i randomly got really depressed. i hate when that happens. i just started thinking about him and how much fun hes probably having now that hes single. gay. i hate myself.
uhmm went to courtneys yesterday. we didnt do much. watched Beauty and the Beast and decided to watch all of the disney movies again because theyre amazing. beauty and the beast had some amazing quotes lol.. we went for a walk, talked about life, played isketch. the usual. no mancala though lol got home and my mom still wasnt talking to me.
im hoping that this crazy alcohol consumption is just a phase and everyone is going to snap out of it soon, or im going to end up having one friend. its really getting ridiculous now. its alarming for a bunch of 16 and 17 year olds. i used to get mad over like kristen and lindsey doing it every once in a while. i really hope you all get over it, cause i know youre a lot of fun without alcohol, you dont really need it. it really pissed me off with the manhunt thing. last year you all played it like it was the best game on earth and would get mad when i didnt want to join and now it a little kid thing to do. when did we all grow up? cause i personally dont think i changed much since last year but apparently everyone else did. and this pot thing. dead serious, if you two start doing it im done. im not even going to try. i wont hang out with you anymore cause i know my life is going down the exact same path as kats and i dont want that. uggghhhh its so frustrating. i hate growing up so bad. fuck.
this morning, my mom said 'im still waiting for an apology.'
'im sorry?'
'do you even know what youre apologizing for?'
'for being a smart ass?'
'a smart what?!'
'ass'
'well you can apologize for that too'
'haha i cant, it was funny'
'i didnt think so'
'mom youre laughing.'
haha i think its ridiculous that my mom disregards my swearing. i called jimmy an asshole once and she didnt care. cant wait til i slip and yell fuck at her someday. hahaha
xxoo
monday night i slept over laurens house..kinda boring but im glad im spending time with her again. what would i have done if i was home anyways? what i dont like is that we dont really get to spend time together even when i do sleep over. i fall asleep way earlier than her and wake up earlier than her too. i woke up at like 9 and didnt want to wake her up so i woke marissa up instead lol. at like 12, she still wasnt awake so i told her i was leaving. walked to marissas house..in flip flops. bad idea. haha ive never had a blister before and now i have 3. on the way to marissas, my mom calls and we got into a fight about panic and his crickets and how i dont take care of the crickets..she told me that i hsould try going 4 days without food or water and i said okay i will. and that was stupid. i couldnt help myself though. im pretty sure going 4 days without food would be pretty easy for me. she shouldnt challange me. yah so she was pissed haha, told me that if i say one more smart thing id be home for the rest of the week. she didnt talk to me for a few days..ill explain how i got her to talk to me later.
so went to marissas, took a shower and did my hair really quick. holly picked us up around 2 and then we waited for kyle to come get us at her house. we went to the movies to see talladega nights. again. haha me and marissa had both seen it already but didnt tell them that. we werent even going to tell each other. haha were idiots. kyle thought i was high cause i started cracking up for no reason on the ride there. haha then we got into the straight edge talk. he told me to get 3 x's tattooed somewhere and i told him it makes me think of porn. haha we talked about emo kids and how much i hate them again. me and holly were being wicked opinionated and like critisizing everyone that walked by us lol marissa was a fucking riot but was annoying me at the same time. i loved it though. we went to applebees after the movie and the light was out above our table so fucking marissa starts poking at it with her menu and it fell. we panicked. we thought it was going to break. and holly and kyle were still outside so when they walked in me and marissa were like dying with laugher and courldnt talk..we tried to hide it for a while and then the lady saw it and was like 'do you want me to fix your light?' haha haha. oh man, so much fun. on the ride home i randomly got really depressed. i hate when that happens. i just started thinking about him and how much fun hes probably having now that hes single. gay. i hate myself.
uhmm went to courtneys yesterday. we didnt do much. watched Beauty and the Beast and decided to watch all of the disney movies again because theyre amazing. beauty and the beast had some amazing quotes lol.. we went for a walk, talked about life, played isketch. the usual. no mancala though lol got home and my mom still wasnt talking to me.
im hoping that this crazy alcohol consumption is just a phase and everyone is going to snap out of it soon, or im going to end up having one friend. its really getting ridiculous now. its alarming for a bunch of 16 and 17 year olds. i used to get mad over like kristen and lindsey doing it every once in a while. i really hope you all get over it, cause i know youre a lot of fun without alcohol, you dont really need it. it really pissed me off with the manhunt thing. last year you all played it like it was the best game on earth and would get mad when i didnt want to join and now it a little kid thing to do. when did we all grow up? cause i personally dont think i changed much since last year but apparently everyone else did. and this pot thing. dead serious, if you two start doing it im done. im not even going to try. i wont hang out with you anymore cause i know my life is going down the exact same path as kats and i dont want that. uggghhhh its so frustrating. i hate growing up so bad. fuck.
this morning, my mom said 'im still waiting for an apology.'
'im sorry?'
'do you even know what youre apologizing for?'
'for being a smart ass?'
'a smart what?!'
'ass'
'well you can apologize for that too'
'haha i cant, it was funny'
'i didnt think so'
'mom youre laughing.'
haha i think its ridiculous that my mom disregards my swearing. i called jimmy an asshole once and she didnt care. cant wait til i slip and yell fuck at her someday. hahaha
xxoo