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Wow, so it' s been a while since I've had a real post. So much has happened that I don't really know where to start. I suppose I will start with the fact that I have been making some very stupid decisions lately in an attempt to feel good about myself, but I am done with that because A) they didn't work and B) they made things worse. It's nothing drug or alcohol related, but it's still not very good for my body or my pscyhe, I assume. I guess that I'll have to admit that even I know that I'm worth more than that, that I don't deserve it.
In terms of fun things, this weekend I went to Richmond with Dan to visit Miss Meredith. It was a lot of fun, but I did have to miss a Beat Circus / HUMANWINE concert, which sort of sucks. I am looking forward to maybe getting tickets to the Dropkick Murphys show...or the Pogues show...or the Cure show.
In other not fun news, I fainted again yesterday and hit my head on the bathroom floor. I took an amublance to Boston Medical Center where they determined that I was dehydrated and had very low blood pressure. Passing out like that was quite scary, but forunately my mom met me at the hospital after the ever-helpful
lizabeth took me to the hospital. I decided to skip out of class and Gangsters in Concrete today seeing as I still feel dizzy and nauseous, but hopefully I'll be back in commission by tomorrow.
And now I have to go write a psych paper and (hopefully) get some sleep.