i dont want to so this but i have to please read
i dont want to do this but i have no choice please read
okay well i guess i will post this long thing because i said i would and eric told me to so everyone will know.... the truth.....
well yesterday me and eric got into a few fights and thats not good.... he had said he would wait for me where he always does after 5th hour but yesterday he didnt... so i got upset and mad and called erics girlfriend a bitch and a slut and well thats what i think she is! well anyways we got in a fight then and then after 6th hour i thought he was up ahead more and i was trying to catch up with him but when i turned my head to the right he and alliy were standing right next to me... and then he started yelling at me so i hit him and he kept yelling... well i waited to see if i could find him after that but he had walked off and went a different way... well i waited till everybody was in the small gym for the assembly and i went down to the consulers office and talked to the consuler for my last name.... well after i got done talking to her school was over well she told me to go and talk to him and comfront him about everything and explain to him why i did that... well i walk up to him and alliy is sitting there on his lap and his hand was up her shirt! and i simply asked eric can i please talk to you alone for a min? he said no so i asked again then he started yelling at me and i yelled back and he called me a slut and stuff and i got all upset and then holly sokolowski walked up and was like you dont need that i already have some one on his ass to beat him up... well then i headed for my bus and i ran off and eric then stoped me and was like your coming home with me i will get you a ride home well the assitant principle came up to us and was like well he asked me do you want to ride the bus home because you dont have to stay... well then me and eric went into his office and talked to him we somewhat calmed down until we got out side and started to fight again which wasnt good.... he started saying stuff about theres no god and alot of stuff which really bothered me.... well we were walking home and eric was crying and yelling and i was argueing and his mom drove up and started yelling at me she just kept yelling at me and then eric and trying to say its all my fault why we fight and then later she was say to eric that i dont really love him or if i did i wouldnt let yesterday happen the way it did... it wouldnt have happend if eric would have just talked to me i wanted to sit with him at the assembly because i dont have friends and i cant sit with anyone so i wanted to sit with him so i could talk to him well that didnt work... and now my dad wont even let me talk to eric he was soposed to be coming over to day but he cant now my dad said not untill alliys not apart of his life ... well eric soposed to be changing school and getting out of my class which isnt good because i cant do my work unless i help him with his because i have no motivation to do mine unless i help him... but yeah his mom hates me and its stupid she wants to put a restraining order on me which is really dumb because i cant handle being away from him... yes i know why did i break up with him then i thought the fighting would stop if we took a break for awhile but things got worse he stated to like alliy and now he loves her and it was never soposed to go this far... he had said i will never date her or get feelings for her and i mean that.. but he did and now im crushed because this evil lil bitch is taking the one thing that i love and loves me back away from me and i cant handle that... im so hurt and i dont like it....
well i have to get help for my problems and i dotn want to but i have to now and its stupid.... i cant get better on my own i just want help from eric but no god its stupid... why cant life be simple and problems not happen like this i dont want to cry the way i do anymore i wail and its not good eric is all stressed and i have grey hair and im losing weight agian and im not eating and im jsut not happy i need eric but i cant have him.... im not allowed ot talk to him and hes not online and all i can do is play playstation and its not fun or get on line or play doom which i beat that.... i need help but no one can help me i guess but i gotta get going this is pretty long
Brittany Lynne
okay well i guess i will post this long thing because i said i would and eric told me to so everyone will know.... the truth.....
well yesterday me and eric got into a few fights and thats not good.... he had said he would wait for me where he always does after 5th hour but yesterday he didnt... so i got upset and mad and called erics girlfriend a bitch and a slut and well thats what i think she is! well anyways we got in a fight then and then after 6th hour i thought he was up ahead more and i was trying to catch up with him but when i turned my head to the right he and alliy were standing right next to me... and then he started yelling at me so i hit him and he kept yelling... well i waited to see if i could find him after that but he had walked off and went a different way... well i waited till everybody was in the small gym for the assembly and i went down to the consulers office and talked to the consuler for my last name.... well after i got done talking to her school was over well she told me to go and talk to him and comfront him about everything and explain to him why i did that... well i walk up to him and alliy is sitting there on his lap and his hand was up her shirt! and i simply asked eric can i please talk to you alone for a min? he said no so i asked again then he started yelling at me and i yelled back and he called me a slut and stuff and i got all upset and then holly sokolowski walked up and was like you dont need that i already have some one on his ass to beat him up... well then i headed for my bus and i ran off and eric then stoped me and was like your coming home with me i will get you a ride home well the assitant principle came up to us and was like well he asked me do you want to ride the bus home because you dont have to stay... well then me and eric went into his office and talked to him we somewhat calmed down until we got out side and started to fight again which wasnt good.... he started saying stuff about theres no god and alot of stuff which really bothered me.... well we were walking home and eric was crying and yelling and i was argueing and his mom drove up and started yelling at me she just kept yelling at me and then eric and trying to say its all my fault why we fight and then later she was say to eric that i dont really love him or if i did i wouldnt let yesterday happen the way it did... it wouldnt have happend if eric would have just talked to me i wanted to sit with him at the assembly because i dont have friends and i cant sit with anyone so i wanted to sit with him so i could talk to him well that didnt work... and now my dad wont even let me talk to eric he was soposed to be coming over to day but he cant now my dad said not untill alliys not apart of his life ... well eric soposed to be changing school and getting out of my class which isnt good because i cant do my work unless i help him with his because i have no motivation to do mine unless i help him... but yeah his mom hates me and its stupid she wants to put a restraining order on me which is really dumb because i cant handle being away from him... yes i know why did i break up with him then i thought the fighting would stop if we took a break for awhile but things got worse he stated to like alliy and now he loves her and it was never soposed to go this far... he had said i will never date her or get feelings for her and i mean that.. but he did and now im crushed because this evil lil bitch is taking the one thing that i love and loves me back away from me and i cant handle that... im so hurt and i dont like it....
well i have to get help for my problems and i dotn want to but i have to now and its stupid.... i cant get better on my own i just want help from eric but no god its stupid... why cant life be simple and problems not happen like this i dont want to cry the way i do anymore i wail and its not good eric is all stressed and i have grey hair and im losing weight agian and im not eating and im jsut not happy i need eric but i cant have him.... im not allowed ot talk to him and hes not online and all i can do is play playstation and its not fun or get on line or play doom which i beat that.... i need help but no one can help me i guess but i gotta get going this is pretty long
Brittany Lynne