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One of the main problems I have in life, is that I trust everybody until they've proved to me by doing something horribly and sickly painful to me. For some odd reason, every friend, that I've been really close to. Has completely screwed me. It sucks, you know? How many times have I trusted people with my life, knowing that no mater what they do they can trust me too. Maybe, there really is no trust. Anywhere, in anybody. Whether its those stupid fucking bastard men, or those girlfriends. Who continuously lie saying we're best friends for life. I can think of 4 people I fully trust, and I'm just waiting for the day that they ruin another month, or year of my life. Just like every other "friend" i've had.