break ups

[deadtwin]

so i live in my own apartment, by myself, totally single now. i dont know anybody in the area. my boyfriend broke up with me. i dont have a job yet (but i'm looking). my mom is currently not talking to me, either. she accused me of not being able to wipe my own ass, and hung up on me. that is kind of baffling to me since i have not lived there in over 7 years and have never asked anyone for money, and always have and still am paying all my own bills and everything. even with no job.

i guess i am just so sad that i'm afraid i'll start crying in public. sigh.