I don't even know.
I just want to shoot myself in the face. Not literally. I just say that a lot. I mean all my classes are shitty today, so I choose not to go to night school. I get invited to a movie, so my parent's reluctantly let me go. Then Katie calls and wants me to spend the night, and to burst my "trying to get less stressed" bubble they say no. How nice. Now they are looking at every person who I've talked to and what time, and how long. Fucking internet. I can't wait for soccer to be over so I can get a job, and fucking get my own plan so they can't read it. Now I understand where Sam was coming from when he got his own plan. Maybe we should have a family plan together or something. I dunno. But I seriously hate how nosey my parents are. Good cause? Like I give a fuck. So what I talk late on the phone. I am passing all my freaking classes. Last year I barely talked on the phone and I was failing 5 classes. Freshmen year I somewhat talked on the phone and I was only failing three. Figure that one out, parents. Yea. Fuck I seriously want an extended weekend times a billion. I miss summer. I missed it since the day it left. How could I ever think that I was actually excited for school? It is way too stressing and when my parent's nag cause they care it's only making things worse. I'm doing good. I don't need your help, chill the fuck out. Cheese and rice, I seriously want to sleep for three days straight. I don't wanna talk to anybody. I just want to be left alone.