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My problems are getting worse and yet better. I'm not sure whats going on. I still cut and the craving is becoming more. My life at home is slowly falling apart but looks like it's being repaired. I just don't know what to say. Everything is acting like it's all okay? It's bull shit!
Today I told people about the cutting and all they can say is " Your just trying to get attention". WHAT THE FUCK!!!! No I'm not. I have a problem that I love but need to stop. I don't want to but then I do. I'm not sure what I fucking want anymore.
I told people online hoping for help because I have no other fucking way to get it and they pull this shit. They act like everything in the fucking world is okay, well fuck them and their "perfect" lives. They don't know shit. To them pain is just their boyfriend breaking up with them/ girlfriend breaking up with them, or failing a fucking grade. They don't know shit and that's not pain, truly that aint shit!
Pain, pain is something that sticks deep within you and devourse you inside and out. Makes you do shit you would never do if you weren't in pain. It eats away at you slowly and then rips you apart after your whole again. Their pain is nothing and when the world comes crashing down on them no one is going to be there to help them pick up what little life they had
Today I told people about the cutting and all they can say is " Your just trying to get attention". WHAT THE FUCK!!!! No I'm not. I have a problem that I love but need to stop. I don't want to but then I do. I'm not sure what I fucking want anymore.
I told people online hoping for help because I have no other fucking way to get it and they pull this shit. They act like everything in the fucking world is okay, well fuck them and their "perfect" lives. They don't know shit. To them pain is just their boyfriend breaking up with them/ girlfriend breaking up with them, or failing a fucking grade. They don't know shit and that's not pain, truly that aint shit!
Pain, pain is something that sticks deep within you and devourse you inside and out. Makes you do shit you would never do if you weren't in pain. It eats away at you slowly and then rips you apart after your whole again. Their pain is nothing and when the world comes crashing down on them no one is going to be there to help them pick up what little life they had