death

[deadtoangels63]

Hello again
today it snowed so the canceled bowling
so i have been watching tv all day
then about a couple hours ago things started flashing in my head
i can't remember how old i was but
it waas the day i went to my grandfathers (papa) funeral
me walking down the middle part saying a prayer or two kissing my fingers and touching his forhead
i didn't want to leave
when i got to my grandmother's house
leslie (cousin) stayed home with me because
i couldn't go to a place after the funeral
she baked me popcorn and burnt the first batch
it made me laugh
when they got home me my cousins crystal n leslie n other people stayed
at dave's house
i also found out that crystal got her belly botton pierced without parents consent
but i didn't rat her out
shows how young i was
they found out later any ways
big trouble
when the images started i couldn't breath
i started crying
and my heart started hurting
so i came down stairs and started typing
now all i can see is papa's face
in the funeral home
it hurts so much
i don't know how i got through it
i feel odd
and i have to take pictures
so i have to say goodbye
if i don't write back i might be dead
Bye
Love
Jessica Sawicki