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for some reason or another, i feel devestated today. by what, i don't know.
just this incredible, overwhelming, feeling of devestation. sense of loss. almost anxious in it's nature...
i have been sober for too long.
...maybe it's the catpower/peter murphy marathon in the cd player. catpower makes me want to lay down in front oncoming traffic holding a good friend's hand, and peter murphy brings back smokey clubs and dancing in a drug and alcohol haze and smiling smiling smiling....
playing the two back to back is very bipolar
just this incredible, overwhelming, feeling of devestation. sense of loss. almost anxious in it's nature...
i have been sober for too long.
...maybe it's the catpower/peter murphy marathon in the cd player. catpower makes me want to lay down in front oncoming traffic holding a good friend's hand, and peter murphy brings back smokey clubs and dancing in a drug and alcohol haze and smiling smiling smiling....
playing the two back to back is very bipolar