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hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
winding in and winding out
the shine of it has caught my eye
and roped me in
so mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
i am captivated
i am vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i am right
i swear i'm right
i swear i knew it all along
and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
so clear
like the diamond in your ring
cut to mirror your intentions
oversized and overwhelmed
the shine of which has caught my eye
and rendered me so isoloated, so motivated
i am certain now that
i am vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i am right
i swear i'm right
i swear i knew it all along
so turn
up the corners of your lips
part them and feel my finger tips
trace the moment, fall forever
defense is paper thin
just one touch and i'd be in
too deep now to ever swim against the current
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip against the current
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
i walked into the back room and a stupid song on the radio ('foolish games', jewel) brought back a haunting horrible memory and i fell into this great depression for about four hours. so i am going to retalliate against memory by drinking later. success!!!!!
by the way, i have lost my mind.