May 01, 2005 13:35
...someone just got off the phone with me after telling me they cried about me in a bar last night. they were waiting all night for a call from me, and i never called. and a song came on and they cried.
...i don't feel bad at all. i didnt want them to cry, but i'm not taking any blame or guilt. people are in control of themselves. i've come to realize that.
my job is going incredibly well.
..i just need to go home once in a while so i can at least change my clothes and sleep.