Sep 18, 2005 05:52
stop it, stop it, stop it, stop it, stop it, stop it.
my organs are leaving me through my pores.
thats how i feel physically.
anger? yes.
jealousy? yes.
bitterness? yes.
self-blame? YES.
i fucking suck.
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ignorance is bliss... although, it's tough to find ignorance in this non-existant situation.
i still cant eat more than .5 to 1 meal a day.
great.