Wow, she's only how old?
Just how long could I fool myself like this
Into believing that an attraction truly exist
Fallen weak, walking along the edge of desperation
This is nothing more than another bad decision
Keep my head up through another year another joke
This is so outrageous, my heart is melting inside
The words of others trick me, I want to hide
Again I fear the truth, again, a lie, again, I choke
It's just not worth it, all these feelings inside
Sharpen this blade, let the pain subside
This is a damn shame
Make it all fade away
Chose the easy way
Take my life in vain
I'm just a disgrace
Once for all again