life sucks sometimes...like now

[deadstar44]

my parents are going out of town for a week tomorrow...i should be super psyched, but for some reason i have a really bad feeling about it. i mean..i can do anything i want this week. theres some controversy going on in my head about stuff. but thanks to a friend whose got it straight, i know what i gotta do. thanks to the guy who helped me create chester the molester..you know who you are. you told me what was right, and set me straight. If you are reading this, thank you so much.

so one minute im on a silver platter.... and the next...not.