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I havent updated in awhile so here is a small one just to let you know Im still alive =\
Mostly if Im online Im @ Robbies so that could be cause as to why I dont update much as of late, nor talk as much online.
Hes cool as hell. And I know he cares about me alot, which makes me feel good, but I dont know whats going on.
Sometimes I think dating him would be the best thing for me, but it may be for all the wrong reasons...
One would be I would hope it would help me to get over someone else that I liik, but Im not sure if that would work either.
So what is one to do when youre with one person, and all you do is think of another?
Mehhh, damn.
Im suppose to be going to Akron next saturday, dunno if I shall or not.
I need to get myself over *you* and I know when you read this you will know who you are.. if you read this that is.... but it hurts me b/c I care about you ALOT. And i cant control it, thats whhat I hate most... I keep trying to keep my mind of you and it doesnt work.. now you prolly think Im stalking you or something =P But Im just saying the truth.
I get this feeling when Im with you that for some reason I dont get when it comes to ANYONE else.
But I just need to get over huh, move on, and hope for the best.. its hard caring about someone sooo much, when they dont feel the same.
Gah why do I ramble, perhaps its b/c I was just with Robbie, and AGAIN I started think about this all.. and you... and I just dont know nemore, about anything,
Wow, well you know hwat, its time for bed before I ramble on more about things Ill wish I hadnt...
But yes I am apparently going to that haunted school thing in Akron the 29th... so if you wish to join feel free... you are ALL invited to go with me... just call [394-6998] And now you cant say you dont know the #
Weeeelll, Im off to bed,
Night and MUCH love as always,
-Me
Ps: this seems so odd, but no matter what Im always going to care about you, but I think the best thing for me is to try to keep myslef from thinking about you, or being with you, I need to get oever you, and relize we are just friends.... so please dont think Im mad at you if I seem like Im acting weird.. I jus need to figure shit out. < 3
Mostly if Im online Im @ Robbies so that could be cause as to why I dont update much as of late, nor talk as much online.
Hes cool as hell. And I know he cares about me alot, which makes me feel good, but I dont know whats going on.
Sometimes I think dating him would be the best thing for me, but it may be for all the wrong reasons...
One would be I would hope it would help me to get over someone else that I liik, but Im not sure if that would work either.
So what is one to do when youre with one person, and all you do is think of another?
Mehhh, damn.
Im suppose to be going to Akron next saturday, dunno if I shall or not.
I need to get myself over *you* and I know when you read this you will know who you are.. if you read this that is.... but it hurts me b/c I care about you ALOT. And i cant control it, thats whhat I hate most... I keep trying to keep my mind of you and it doesnt work.. now you prolly think Im stalking you or something =P But Im just saying the truth.
I get this feeling when Im with you that for some reason I dont get when it comes to ANYONE else.
But I just need to get over huh, move on, and hope for the best.. its hard caring about someone sooo much, when they dont feel the same.
Gah why do I ramble, perhaps its b/c I was just with Robbie, and AGAIN I started think about this all.. and you... and I just dont know nemore, about anything,
Wow, well you know hwat, its time for bed before I ramble on more about things Ill wish I hadnt...
But yes I am apparently going to that haunted school thing in Akron the 29th... so if you wish to join feel free... you are ALL invited to go with me... just call [394-6998] And now you cant say you dont know the #
Weeeelll, Im off to bed,
Night and MUCH love as always,
-Me
Ps: this seems so odd, but no matter what Im always going to care about you, but I think the best thing for me is to try to keep myslef from thinking about you, or being with you, I need to get oever you, and relize we are just friends.... so please dont think Im mad at you if I seem like Im acting weird.. I jus need to figure shit out. < 3