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[deadspiral]

I miss a lot of things... people that I haven't seen in far too long... nonexistant parents with the skills to actually call themselves that... online friends who have vanished... 'friends' who no longer seem to care... things I used to enjoy that I can't seem to even make myself do any more...

I don't really know what to do, or even why I'm writing this. I think I need to just try to do something so that I'll cheer up... but it's so difficult to motivate myself to even try anything any more.

*sighs*