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I have a question. Is Hawkins real name Andrew?? I was confused. I know him but I'm not sure if he remembers me, he might oh well. I have something to say to you even if it sounds rude. If you really loved him you wouldnt care where he went to college becuase you would have enough faith in your relationship to know that you will be together. I have been dating the same guy for over a year now and i am totally in love with him. He is going to be a freshman in college and i am going to be a senior in highschool. I have enough faith and common sense enough to know that even though i may miss him, it will make it all the more sweet when we see each other. Please dont mind spelling and all that other junk i am really tired. I have enough faith in him and us to know that we will be together. And if we dont end up that way, then nature didnt intend us to be together. I dont think that you should even bother to worry about where he wants to go to college becuase in the end its not up to you anyway. And by the way. My name is alicia.. ask hawkins if he remembers me and tell him i still love his loafers.
First of all, that was slightly rude but I do appreciate it. But I don't understand why I can't rant about not wanting my boyfriend to go away for college. I'm going to be a junior when he's freshmen. I don't believe in fate. I believe humans make their decisions based on their emotions, and not to, at some point, reach a destination. I think Andrew/Hawkins and I are not meant to be together, rather, we are good together. I do hope Hawkins and I will be together throughout college but horror stories make people like me nervous. I am scared now, but when he does leave, I won't be. Seeing as how you don't know the two of us as a couple very well I don't think some of the things you said were fair, such as 'in the end it's not up to you anyway'. You don't know completely what you're saying but I'll let that go. While I know his choice in college is not up to me, he knows that it will affect me so he does try to consider others. When he decides on something, he will think of the impact it has on those he loves. He will think of ways around it. But nevertheless, no, it's not up to me. But I am still allowed to hope. I am still allowed to discuss it in my journal. If I wasn't scared, personally, I'd wonder what was wrong with me. I'm scared. It has nothing to do with faith.
You are right; in the end, the outcome will be sweet. If I haven't seen him for three months, when he comes back for Christmas break, I imagine I'd die a thousand deaths due to being so inexplicably happy. And that's a beautiful feeling, when you miss someone so much that when you're finally with them, you are in euphoria. For that, I am excited. I also have taught myself, that when he's gone, for however long it is, don't think "___ more days" but rather "One day closer" and it worked when he was grounded for a week and a half so hey, I'll try it out when he's at college.
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First of all, that was slightly rude but I do appreciate it. But I don't understand why I can't rant about not wanting my boyfriend to go away for college. I'm going to be a junior when he's freshmen. I don't believe in fate. I believe humans make their decisions based on their emotions, and not to, at some point, reach a destination. I think Andrew/Hawkins and I are not meant to be together, rather, we are good together. I do hope Hawkins and I will be together throughout college but horror stories make people like me nervous. I am scared now, but when he does leave, I won't be. Seeing as how you don't know the two of us as a couple very well I don't think some of the things you said were fair, such as 'in the end it's not up to you anyway'. You don't know completely what you're saying but I'll let that go. While I know his choice in college is not up to me, he knows that it will affect me so he does try to consider others. When he decides on something, he will think of the impact it has on those he loves. He will think of ways around it. But nevertheless, no, it's not up to me. But I am still allowed to hope. I am still allowed to discuss it in my journal. If I wasn't scared, personally, I'd wonder what was wrong with me. I'm scared. It has nothing to do with faith.
You are right; in the end, the outcome will be sweet. If I haven't seen him for three months, when he comes back for Christmas break, I imagine I'd die a thousand deaths due to being so inexplicably happy. And that's a beautiful feeling, when you miss someone so much that when you're finally with them, you are in euphoria. For that, I am excited. I also have taught myself, that when he's gone, for however long it is, don't think "___ more days" but rather "One day closer" and it worked when he was grounded for a week and a half so hey, I'll try it out when he's at college.
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