Stuff

[deadsister]

My job is awesome

I miss Ron

I miss Lauren (Ron was first because its been longer since I've seen him)

I feel bad sometimes because I'm over being angsty and miserable. My life is awesome and some people' lives are not. I've always been pretty black and white, and now more than ever my motto is "it's not difficult" I understand for you it is difficult, and I wish I could fix it, but I don't let it tear me apart like I used to. In fact, I don't let anything affect me like it used to, good or bad. I'm so level these days I almost wish something REALLY bad would happen just to shake me up. I kind of miss being overly involved and overly sensitive.

I need to make an appointment with the witch doctor.

I wish people would return my calls.

I'm having a party on Friday. Well, it will be a party if anyone shows up. So you should come.

I value some people more than others. Get over it. Some are family, even if they aren't blood. You aren't some of those people. That's not my fault, it's yours.

I worry about you more when you tell me not to. See item #6.

Goodnight.