Jul 16, 2006 13:05
I'm really glad that no one really reads this, cuz this post is going to be the most pathetic thing ever. I shouldn't even care. But I do. Renee was in town a couple of weeks ago. She came to the Pollock show. Josh made me promise no violence. Not because he cares about her, but because he didn't want to get black balled from the venue. So I kept my promise. Lucky her. This is what she had to say about it in her MySpace blog...
I did get to see Pollock play at club infinity, and yes they did rock!! they even played my favorite song, Enoch! And i know that everyone was a bit worried about mike and amy and i have a little tizzy, but all went very well without a word being spoken. and to tell the truth i couldn't have cared less! and yes, i did have those "high school" thoughts running around in my mind when i first saw them, should i show them my ring? laugh at them b/c i'm much happier with zach than he could have ever made me (seriously, who could be happy with someone who told you that you just weren't enough for them?) And boy, amy didnt look her best i tell ya. which also made me happy. stupid boots and horrible chunks of purple on the side of her head dyed into her hair. NO! I tell you, i just laughed and went on my merry way with my little brother to eat b/c we (he had his g/f and some friends with him) were hungry. I do wish them the best. most days. by the time i made it back to the venue it was time for the other bands to go on. And yes, Dave's band rocked too! I missed hearing the pirate song! Yo-ho-ho my friends! I had a little too much to drink, nothing bad of course, and had a blast hanging out with Steph, Paulson, Heather, Nick and Carin. and of course ben and his friends.
Fuck off. I got LOTS of compliments on my boots, AND my hair. EVERYONE LOVES MY HAIR. Way to be insecure because you fucked up and your ex is with a WAY hotter chick than you. And I'm so glad that Zach makes you happier than Micael did. Because I make HIM happier than YOU EVER COULD. Should you show us your ring? Who gives a fuck about your ring? It doesn't mean a God Damn thing. I'm glad you guys are so happy, but does he know you were fucking Mike behind his back? I highly doubt it. The only person that ring means anything to is Zach. And honestly, what reason do you have to have any animosity toward me? I mean, besides the fact that my life is and will only continue to get better than yours? Besides the fact that I have the life that you could have had? I did everything I could for you when you guys were together. I drove to Buffalo and back several times so you guys could be together. I made you as pretty as is possible, which isn't very, for prom. Oh, and remember that time I took care of your sister's baby while you guys all went to go get stoned? Probably not, but I did. YOU took advantage of ME. I have every right to be angry with you. But there is no reason for you to have any hard feelings toward me. What you have is insecurity. As you should. Pollock doesn't even like you. Your friends here don't even feel the same way about you anymore. Trust me, I see them more than you do. And they love me. Along with how I dress and my hair. And isn't it convenient for you to be able to talk all this shit once you're halfway around the world? On a military base, no less? You'd never say any of that to my face. You couldn't even make eye contact with me. All you do is try to cover up everything you've ever done, rather than own it, and get on with your life. Which you're sooooo happy about. Why would you even have to say anything about me, if you really were? I didn't make any post about how you're even shorter and uglier than I remembered, and look like you've gained about 20 lbs. I mean seriously. Ok, now I did, but it was just to make a point. Ha, this post is just out of hand. I'm done.
Peace Off