May 27, 2005 14:46
eric is at work.
and i'm here on his computer. hehe.
we talked last night.. foreeeever.
about everything.
about friends who aren't really friends. and how they can hurt us.. but we can't hurt them.
well buddies, FUCK YOU. bwhaha. try coming around and see what happens.
i'll be the first to smack the shit out of your ass. and show you who's too good for what. bitches.
i'd also like to say that boys and mostly girls on the DOPE DIET are fucking retarded.
losing 10, 20, fuck even 30 pounds and more because you smoke that shit.
thinking how "hot" you look.
fuck that.
you're sick. you need help. you need sleep and a good fucking meal.
running around playing "the game" like you know what you're doing.
it's the FUCKING DOPE. as long as it's there, i doubt you'll see what's going on.
a powerful mind drug, that shit. it totally warps reality.
very sad.
i'll pray for you all.
if you read this and think it's you or someone you know.. well. it probably is.
enough said.
man.. i bitch alot but i surprisingly don't feel bitchy.
i'm tired of feeling bad for shit.
especially when you never cared in the first place.
enough pretending. why pretend? what are you saving?
nothing.
they take me away from the strangest plaaaaces..
this SOAD album is the shit. really it is.
doodooodoo.
i go back to work on sunday.
i hope i close with carter.
i miss the guy.
reed is supposedly in the bong making business now. lol he says they're pretty cool. sooo. that's exciting. he's gonna bring me a sample sunday.
anyways.. probably gonna swing by santiago's and chill tonight.
i dunno.
i suddenly lost interest in doing this.
toodaloo.