Life
Hey it's me. I just looked at a bunch of peoples ljs it's weird it's like looking into someone else's life in the past. My space is just kinda of a collection of pictures and i'm not really a picture person. So about me. I'm going out with katie kopakin and she's awesome we had our 4 month anniversiare like a few weeks ago and the next one's on the 8th. It's weird this is my longest realtionship and it's still amazing. Like after you've been with a person enough and you just get completely comfortable with and you can start to trust and depend on her. It's nice knowing someone's there. We both go through moods and even had a few fights even though fight consist of me saying sorry until we get over it's not the most galmous way to fight but it suits my lazy personality. Oh, and were good at pushing buttons. Speaking of lazy. I'm getting way to lazy lately. I'm starting to slack off in school, barebly ever do my exercises or get to the gym even though i plan on it. I'd like to blame is on World of Warcraft but i know it's just a excuse. I'm just getting plain lazy but i don't know how to stop it. I'm going to try to use lj more, it's a way for me to pratice typing the right way and i like looking at my old posts. It's like looking back and remebering allthe times i've had, good and bad. If i don't right them down i just forget them and wheres the fun in that.
Tonight is a saterday night and i'm purposely doing nothing. I was at work all day and i just wanted to stay home one night. I did something thursday and friday night, i'm just ready for a break. I feel like a dork though, even steven is going out and i'm not but thats the way i want it tonight. James put me on a freain guilt trip. I told him i'd do this stupid OA scout thing on my lunch break but when i got home i feel tired and shit so i told him i didn't want to do it and then he do this voice and arrgg now i feel bad. I've doen stuff the past 2 nights with him, his still my best friend but i need a break. Last night was a beach/mall/jame's house combo. Lots of fun but i hate how they never stay in one place becuase they always think the next place is going to be magiclly better. Times are what you make of them it doesn't matter where you have them. Idk, it's jsut frustrating cuase we spend half our time going to the next place and that time when they did that at dani-bear's party i wanted to bite someone. There's always drama between strato and scott, except now it's strato scott and ashley. Katie kinda helps me stay out of it but it's kinda hard now that school is back in session.
Here's a crazy thought. Steven might be getting a job at my publix becuase he picked his grades up. It's changed alot scince he got picked up by the cops and i geuss this report card is the frist real proof. I'm glad he change but it's "SO WEirD"(in the words of casey) that he's going to be working at my publix. I'm thinking about taking a bunch more hours and switching back to stock. I'm almost in need of money now adays and i know it's becuase i'm not working enough and i always seem to overspend anymore and i always want more. I'm even starting to like SHOPPING. It's the weridest thing even but i like looking at clothes and i always seem to hate my hair. But ethier way i need to money or i need to settle down a bit and i'm not settleing done so that means it's workin time.
Ok i'm tired of typing so this is the end of proable my longest entry ever.
Tonight is a saterday night and i'm purposely doing nothing. I was at work all day and i just wanted to stay home one night. I did something thursday and friday night, i'm just ready for a break. I feel like a dork though, even steven is going out and i'm not but thats the way i want it tonight. James put me on a freain guilt trip. I told him i'd do this stupid OA scout thing on my lunch break but when i got home i feel tired and shit so i told him i didn't want to do it and then he do this voice and arrgg now i feel bad. I've doen stuff the past 2 nights with him, his still my best friend but i need a break. Last night was a beach/mall/jame's house combo. Lots of fun but i hate how they never stay in one place becuase they always think the next place is going to be magiclly better. Times are what you make of them it doesn't matter where you have them. Idk, it's jsut frustrating cuase we spend half our time going to the next place and that time when they did that at dani-bear's party i wanted to bite someone. There's always drama between strato and scott, except now it's strato scott and ashley. Katie kinda helps me stay out of it but it's kinda hard now that school is back in session.
Here's a crazy thought. Steven might be getting a job at my publix becuase he picked his grades up. It's changed alot scince he got picked up by the cops and i geuss this report card is the frist real proof. I'm glad he change but it's "SO WEirD"(in the words of casey) that he's going to be working at my publix. I'm thinking about taking a bunch more hours and switching back to stock. I'm almost in need of money now adays and i know it's becuase i'm not working enough and i always seem to overspend anymore and i always want more. I'm even starting to like SHOPPING. It's the weridest thing even but i like looking at clothes and i always seem to hate my hair. But ethier way i need to money or i need to settle down a bit and i'm not settleing done so that means it's workin time.
Ok i'm tired of typing so this is the end of proable my longest entry ever.