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May 03, 2008 00:35








Jaime Keene (the Best man) and me.




Daddy and me!




Me and Martina




An After Ceremony Dance!

Right now things with me are a little off. I am back in oshawa. For how long I dunno? To do what i dunno?

All I know is that I am done my undergraduate diploma. My brothers wedding and stress is over. Everything that stressed me out is over. But I still feel like something is wrong.

I miss ottawa already and I am really confused about this whole school thing. I don't like talking about and feel completely upset about the whole situation. I have been working towards this for the last two years. I don't know where to go from here. I have done so well in school and I don't understand why I am not being accepted. I mean its only been a few weeks of no work and no school and I already feel depressed and confused. I miss charles like crazy and break down when ever I talk to him on the computer. ( he doesn't know this either). Want to see him and hug him and all that stuff. Yet, I can even begin understand how things will work out with us.

maybe I am being a little over dramatic. but i feel like all the stuff I was working towards is gone and that it doesn't matter.

i am getting some things done. I am going to the gym like four times a week. and getting some sweet time with my family and friends. but i am little lost right now.
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