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[deadpussykat]

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

i am scared about making the same mistakes. how do you know when to take chances, when to follow your heart or when to think rationally about dreams and the future?
i am stressing out over little things.
three months and all this is over... then what?
this stupid question is scary me.
so many decisions that are going to effect the future.
so many people i might lose touch with.
changes to my body, decisions about my health and my appearance.
counting down for my brother wedding... where i cant already feel how weird it will be and how many questions will depend from it.
graduating from university.. getting accepted or rejected.

every single day, one of these questions pops into my mind.
I am trying to enjoy the moment, but I can help but be scared.