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[deadpoet77]

It's as though he tries to see how far he can push me and how it sounds to hear me cry. he knows damn well i don't do drugs, but yet he mentions it. then he jokes about doing it. well i am a very light hearted person. but one thing i can't handle is someone talking about drugs. that tore my life apart. luis is so confusing sometimes. he starts

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[akbar_shabazz]

your format looks nice... perhaps it suits you better. and to answer the question of how i'm doing: i play alot of blues, drink alot of coffee and eat alot of fruit. i travel more often now than ever and i found an old pair of shoes, which sort of takes me back...

-joe

1979

[deadpoet77]

takes you back. back to where exactly? see you are very vague. i asked for a story. i want to hear a story!
and no the background it doesn't suit me. well maybe a little bit. yeah i have changed. i am no longer such a 'boy'. i'm just playing with the format. nice to hear from you.

1985

[akbar_shabazz]

it's not vague, it's true... read occam's razor, the simplest explanaton is always the best. one should not increase, beyond what is necessary, the number of entities required to explain anything...

i'm am having serious thoughts to...eating your wife

[akbar_shabazz]

damn i just wanted a good story, that is all. not your life story because i knew some of that...
it was a good explanation, yes. but, i just thought you were going to have something outstanding to write to me that would floor me. guess not. i suppose nothing has changed over the years always dissapointed as a child i was, and you just added to it. bring on the dissapointment to the green eyed lonely girl... hope you feel good. and all i wanted was just a story.... well nice chatting with you.
-kindra

[burningbigbang]

you said that looks are misleading and that pics often lie? well if we met in person maybe I still wouldn't think it was a lie. everytime you say that something bad has happened to you or someone hurt your feelings it seems like my heart breaks for you. I can't stand seeing bad things happening to good people. Dani says you're a nice person and I trust her judgment over anyones. If you still have my number give me a call if not just ask me in an email and I'll give it to you. My email is henorachi@yahoo.com or aol.com

[deadpoet77]

rather not talk on the phone. boyfriend thing....
honey anyone can be nice. if they can lie to them selves enough to say that they are a nice person. but a person will/can snap easier than you think and go to their dark ugly side. trust me i have mine. mine is a little worse than many. i frieghten myself with tht thoughts that run through this head...

[burningbigbang]

are you afraid to hurt me because of your dark side? Don't be. With all the shit I've been through it's almost impossible to hurt me anymore....it's also almost impossible for me to feel love anymore too. I expect everyone to have there problems and I just work around them. As for the not calling because of a boyfriend....if he gets paranoid about you calling me he needs to work on his trust issues. I don't see me stealing you away from anyone and not just because Dani said I wasn't allowed to date you. I never look to date anyone, those things just end up happening whether I want them to or not. So just give me a call sometime and if your boyfriend gets mad you can tell him that I said to kiss my ass because nothing is going to happen....even though it should considering how often you keep saying luis hurts you. Just keep in mind that no man is worth your tears and if you manage to find one that is you won't need to use them. To the world you might be one person but to one person you might be the world.

bitter

[burningbigbang]

so what do you think you are gods gift to woman my friend? trust me you do look to love and hate. it is a human condition. you do it without knowing. everyone wants that drama in their life. it makes them feel whole. no one can be alone and is always looking for a good peice of ass my friend so please don't preach to me. i have read more books than you have laid your pretty little eyes on. seen it all through books. taught me a lot. so please spare me. did i mention that i was a bitter philosopher in the morning. my apologies.
-kindra