Portland life
Hanging out at my friend Kerrys waiting for Chad to pick me up listening to Hesitation Marks.
My mom and sister came to visit from the 9th to today. I had a lot of fun with them but felt it wasn't enough time. Today on the train I started thinking about how these are the best times of my life. I have finally found a good job and I like this city and when my mom and sister visited it made me miss them all over again. I dread the days when Im older and I wont have these moments like I do now. When I get old and my mom is too old to do all the things that we do now. I will miss that. I will miss when we don't do Christmas like we always do. It makes me sad to think that someday it wont be like it is now. That makes me the saddest of all. I wish my parents stayed the way they are and nothing changed...but I know it will someday and it terrifies me. Ill look back on a weekend like this and reminisce about it.
My mom and sister came to visit from the 9th to today. I had a lot of fun with them but felt it wasn't enough time. Today on the train I started thinking about how these are the best times of my life. I have finally found a good job and I like this city and when my mom and sister visited it made me miss them all over again. I dread the days when Im older and I wont have these moments like I do now. When I get old and my mom is too old to do all the things that we do now. I will miss that. I will miss when we don't do Christmas like we always do. It makes me sad to think that someday it wont be like it is now. That makes me the saddest of all. I wish my parents stayed the way they are and nothing changed...but I know it will someday and it terrifies me. Ill look back on a weekend like this and reminisce about it.