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OMGGG... I am so tired of being this weight! I swear, its the same thing everyday despite exercising. I wake up, Im 106. By the end of the day, Im 108-109. I feel like Im never going to get to 100... I just wish I could eat the way I want at my parents house. Its a give and take, I can exercise more(but only cardio) at my parents house, but cant eat how I want. At my condo, vice versa. Eat how I want, but exercise about a mile less (but can do strength exercise as well) and dont have a bike. And im soo not liking how I cant calorie count at my parents house.
Im going back to the condo in a week, but I will be back at my parents house eventually..
I feel like im stuck in a loop. I still have cellulite, I still can grab my stomach and wag my flab arms...my body has lost only about 5 lbs, and Ive been solidly working out 5x a week for a month. That is NOT fair. I should have lost 10 lbs by now but NOOOoo. 5 fucking lbs that keep yo-yoing everyday by 3 lbs. So pissed.
To make myself more pissed off, none of the jobs I wanted are interested in me. I have an interview next week, but something tells me I wont get the job cuz my design style is modern and young, (i do interior design), but all the designers that work at this company are like 50-60 and their design is just as outdated... He will probably say " you arent our style" (heard that before..) but oh well. At least im gonna try. Mostly to make my parents get off my fucking back about getting a job.
Im going back to the condo in a week, but I will be back at my parents house eventually..
I feel like im stuck in a loop. I still have cellulite, I still can grab my stomach and wag my flab arms...my body has lost only about 5 lbs, and Ive been solidly working out 5x a week for a month. That is NOT fair. I should have lost 10 lbs by now but NOOOoo. 5 fucking lbs that keep yo-yoing everyday by 3 lbs. So pissed.
To make myself more pissed off, none of the jobs I wanted are interested in me. I have an interview next week, but something tells me I wont get the job cuz my design style is modern and young, (i do interior design), but all the designers that work at this company are like 50-60 and their design is just as outdated... He will probably say " you arent our style" (heard that before..) but oh well. At least im gonna try. Mostly to make my parents get off my fucking back about getting a job.