Mesh...you didnt want me

[deadpets]

This is why I'm alone tonight

This is why I've got no appetite

For fighting and biting.

For lying and sniping

For talking of one thing,

Then doing another

Blaming each other

I never thought I'd sacrifice this much for you

I never meant to jeopardize my fun for you

Because you didn't want me

You never cried for me at all

You didn't love me

You were too far above me

Then you watched me take the fall

Here is why I now contemplate

Here is why I should celebrate

No more hurting and using.

The spitting and bruising

Breaking a promise,

Saying I'm sorry

Pretending to worry

I never thought I'd have to take this much from you

I wish I'd never used this precious time on you

Because you didn't want me