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you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
I've been so happy for so long and it was all because of you. Even when I needed to cry i knew deep down it wouldnt last cuz I was truly happy. Now I'm starting to worry, what do I have to fall back on? I love all my friends to death, but everyone has someone else. Noone needs me as much as I need them. Even you. I know you will have no trouble at all finding someone else and forgetting me. I'm dreading Jr. year in so many ways. I have nothing left at Vista. If i left noone would really miss me. A few people might say they would but in all reality they would stop noticing after about a week. All my classes are fucking pointless and it makes me sick to think about the akward feeling i get when i walk onto that campus. I dont have a group of friends to make me feel comfortable and probably never will. I could deal with being home schooled, I have no intention of trying to make new friends next year so staying home would make it alot easier to be a loner. You'll go to a new school, you'll make new friends, we'll stop talking again and that will be that. It seems like you happen to have the most fun you've had all summer when I'm not around. Does that mean anything? Maybe we'll stay together for a while. But it will all eventually end and I'll be left alone again. Everyone that reads this will read this will think I'm being dramatic but that wasnt the point of writing this. I don't want attention just a little love ♥
I need you