Look around
Despite that fact that my best friend is off at college, I admit that I have some awesome people to hang out with and love this year. Their names are as follows:
Rachel
Vicky
Lela
Tracy
They are some of the coolest people I've ever met. Because of them, my senior year is and will be as fun as I could have hoped. They don't start drama, they don't piss and moan, they are fun, they are funny, and they've helped me to become someone that I always hoped I could be. Because two of my friends from marching band last year weren't in it this year, I feel as though they've adopted me and took me under their wing. And I am completely happy that they did.
I love them. And I always will remember them for what they've done for me.
Hopefully I've done something for them that they will always remember me.
So today was auditions for the musical, and I was very nervous throughout the day. I would think about the song, and then I'd feel like I had to puke. Then 8th and 9th period physics came and I was like oh dear light! just get me out of here. I left at the bell, hurried to my locker cuz I had to go to the bathroom before the whole process. And then Kyle came to my locker and I just HAD to ask for a good luck kiss. He kissed my cheek! I think he's a very lucky person because apparently my audition went rather well. I admit that I am a modest person, sometimes too modest, which may seem like I actually am not modest at all and that I am pretending to be overly modest because I know I'm good....not the case. I don't take compliments well. If someone, like they did, came up to me and said I was "awesome" or "amazing" I just kinda laugh and go thank you and turn away. I can't take people flattering me. I don't know what it is. I just cant. And its strange. There were plenty of people I didnt hear but I am just too anxious about tomorrow.
Deep breath. Let go. Jump in.
Rachel
Vicky
Lela
Tracy
They are some of the coolest people I've ever met. Because of them, my senior year is and will be as fun as I could have hoped. They don't start drama, they don't piss and moan, they are fun, they are funny, and they've helped me to become someone that I always hoped I could be. Because two of my friends from marching band last year weren't in it this year, I feel as though they've adopted me and took me under their wing. And I am completely happy that they did.
I love them. And I always will remember them for what they've done for me.
Hopefully I've done something for them that they will always remember me.
So today was auditions for the musical, and I was very nervous throughout the day. I would think about the song, and then I'd feel like I had to puke. Then 8th and 9th period physics came and I was like oh dear light! just get me out of here. I left at the bell, hurried to my locker cuz I had to go to the bathroom before the whole process. And then Kyle came to my locker and I just HAD to ask for a good luck kiss. He kissed my cheek! I think he's a very lucky person because apparently my audition went rather well. I admit that I am a modest person, sometimes too modest, which may seem like I actually am not modest at all and that I am pretending to be overly modest because I know I'm good....not the case. I don't take compliments well. If someone, like they did, came up to me and said I was "awesome" or "amazing" I just kinda laugh and go thank you and turn away. I can't take people flattering me. I don't know what it is. I just cant. And its strange. There were plenty of people I didnt hear but I am just too anxious about tomorrow.
Deep breath. Let go. Jump in.