i hate hipocrits
but sometimes i have to FORCE myself to not do something or say something or be a certain way so i dont become a hipocrit myself. like these things:
assumption
jealousy
regret
i really only have a major problem with one of them. and i hate it! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT! THERE ARE SO MANY SAYINGS I COULD LIVE BY ITS DISGUSTING! and you never know which one is actually the right one until its proven wrong. so maybe you cant live by someone elses saying. but then again you cant really live by your own either. because you change. people change, life changes. our world is changing because we made it so.
but honestly...why do i have to watch everything that i do to keep from contradicting myself. to keep from being a hipocrit. i hate it. its too hard. i dont want to do it anymore. but if it means being strong, independent, and wise, then damnit i'll keep being a fool. if only other worlds truely existed so that i could be swept away in an adventure and learn new things. not worry about stupid human nature. worry about the world around me. i dont know. i hate it.
assumption
jealousy
regret
i really only have a major problem with one of them. and i hate it! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT! THERE ARE SO MANY SAYINGS I COULD LIVE BY ITS DISGUSTING! and you never know which one is actually the right one until its proven wrong. so maybe you cant live by someone elses saying. but then again you cant really live by your own either. because you change. people change, life changes. our world is changing because we made it so.
but honestly...why do i have to watch everything that i do to keep from contradicting myself. to keep from being a hipocrit. i hate it. its too hard. i dont want to do it anymore. but if it means being strong, independent, and wise, then damnit i'll keep being a fool. if only other worlds truely existed so that i could be swept away in an adventure and learn new things. not worry about stupid human nature. worry about the world around me. i dont know. i hate it.