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weekends have been getting better and better i feel. i've been feeling a lot happier with getting out and seeing & doing things with friends. then once the weekend is done i don't dwell on how meaningless everyday routine is. perhaps the emotional winter season is finally coming to an end...and i'm just getting better at grasping my feelings about things currently and sort of feel like my usual conent self.
it was pretty cool to just sit around with helen & talk & listen to music. we always seem to be doing something and never really do nothing. unless, it's with chris...and that always feels like we're doing something. we went to sleep at around 5am after listening to the last two tracks on ( ). which, honestly..i haven' listened to in a few weeks - and for some reason i was till able to see snipets of the concerts i saw in december when listening to pop song. just the thought of thinking back makes me so happy. the lightning...and the looks on their faces as they play - i wonder if i'll ever see sigur rós as i did that night. just so happy and comfortable and in a wonderful atmosphere...and let me not forget the outsanding seats i still swear were given to us just for me.
yesterday we slept in & i then helped helen make 3 matches for her dating show. when i finally called chris it was well past brunch hour...so we made plans to go for dinner and chris, helen, & I had some nice mexican food that made us feel so full we were lightheaded. good times. chris told me how he's changed his mind and he now likes ( ) more than ageatis, and this made me more than happy. it was so nice to have a nice anger/bitter free weekend for once. no bad thoughts, feelings, or situations to deal with or talk about.
mmm...how i love this light carefree happy feeling. it feels so long since i've felt it.
and since last night i have this crazy passion about thinking of sigur ros' music...and just everything feels okay.
it was pretty cool to just sit around with helen & talk & listen to music. we always seem to be doing something and never really do nothing. unless, it's with chris...and that always feels like we're doing something. we went to sleep at around 5am after listening to the last two tracks on ( ). which, honestly..i haven' listened to in a few weeks - and for some reason i was till able to see snipets of the concerts i saw in december when listening to pop song. just the thought of thinking back makes me so happy. the lightning...and the looks on their faces as they play - i wonder if i'll ever see sigur rós as i did that night. just so happy and comfortable and in a wonderful atmosphere...and let me not forget the outsanding seats i still swear were given to us just for me.
yesterday we slept in & i then helped helen make 3 matches for her dating show. when i finally called chris it was well past brunch hour...so we made plans to go for dinner and chris, helen, & I had some nice mexican food that made us feel so full we were lightheaded. good times. chris told me how he's changed his mind and he now likes ( ) more than ageatis, and this made me more than happy. it was so nice to have a nice anger/bitter free weekend for once. no bad thoughts, feelings, or situations to deal with or talk about.
mmm...how i love this light carefree happy feeling. it feels so long since i've felt it.
and since last night i have this crazy passion about thinking of sigur ros' music...and just everything feels okay.