a closing chapter
It is now official...I am officially a high school graduate. The ceremony today was held in the gym instead of outside because they thought it was going to rain....did it rain? No, not a drop, why would it? But, due to having it inside, it was cut shorter so it was only just over an hour and a half instead of the normal 2-3 hours that it is. The speeches weren't as bad as I thought they would be, but waiting to be called up was a bit excruciating. After the ceremony I didn't stay for the reception, I said my Congratulations to Kelly, Nicole, Janice, Meredith, and Kristen and left. I had no place there, besides it was too hot. Driving away, I gave the school the two fingers that I said I would give it, not to mention, the two fingers that it deserved. I honestly did not get much out of going to school there, no friend(s) who changed my life....nothing that made me look forward to it each day. The only thing that had an impact on me were two of my English teachers, and I will miss them for it....but other than that...nothing. I don't really know what my feelings are at the moment, I'm a bit hmm...I think confused is the word so, I am just saying whatever I feel I want to say right now, right or wrong, fully truthful or half a lie.... I wish I felt complete right now....but in all honesty I feel rather empty....well, I feel a bit accomplished looking at my name on the diploma... It's been quite a day, since 2am this morning when I was talking to Craig, getting out some things that I just needed to get out. Dinner tonight with the family should go over well, although a few people expected to go aren't going....oh well....off I go now.