another song, another love-less anthem
six feet under, what an amazing show. this season has been one of he best seasons of any series that i've seen...tonight's finale had me in tears at least three or four times. i suppose that had to do with me being a bit emtional this evening, but either way i really do hope that nate turns out to be okay...if not i just may lock myself in my room.
i need to stop freaking myself out over things that aren't worthy of freaking out over.
adam thinks he as strep and it's certainly not from me...although i sort of wish that it was. he's been really un-like himself tonight, which can be excused since he told me he was feeling grumpy from being sick, but still i can't help but think he doesn't want to talk to me or something. so stupid. he leaves on tour this weekend and i just want to see him once before he leaves...to wish him a nice tour and whatnot face to face instead over any another form of communication. bleh.
it's 1am so monday is officially here, 7 days since i've left this house for any sort of fun times out and about, but that will all end! I get to go out to lunch with Dre later today, it should be lots of fun. I think not going out has lead me to be even more emotional over things than I already am...oh why must I be the way that I am?
On a far lighter note garblegarble messaged me for the first time in years and years, it's been at least 4 months since i last spoke to him...he was quite chatty too which was nice to see. he has a new girlfriend which i am happy for him, really honestly happy for him, not dead jealous as i was last year...oh how things change.
i need brush up on my patience skills.
before i fail i know i have to fall
and i'll think about it all, including how you never call
even though i sit waiting by the phone on any given night
when i think of you i start to spin around in circles
because you make me feel so dizzy everytime that your in mind
you should not be so scared of me
i am just like the people you see on tv
everyone's the same and i'm just like everyone
i need to stop freaking myself out over things that aren't worthy of freaking out over.
adam thinks he as strep and it's certainly not from me...although i sort of wish that it was. he's been really un-like himself tonight, which can be excused since he told me he was feeling grumpy from being sick, but still i can't help but think he doesn't want to talk to me or something. so stupid. he leaves on tour this weekend and i just want to see him once before he leaves...to wish him a nice tour and whatnot face to face instead over any another form of communication. bleh.
it's 1am so monday is officially here, 7 days since i've left this house for any sort of fun times out and about, but that will all end! I get to go out to lunch with Dre later today, it should be lots of fun. I think not going out has lead me to be even more emotional over things than I already am...oh why must I be the way that I am?
On a far lighter note garblegarble messaged me for the first time in years and years, it's been at least 4 months since i last spoke to him...he was quite chatty too which was nice to see. he has a new girlfriend which i am happy for him, really honestly happy for him, not dead jealous as i was last year...oh how things change.
i need brush up on my patience skills.
before i fail i know i have to fall
and i'll think about it all, including how you never call
even though i sit waiting by the phone on any given night
when i think of you i start to spin around in circles
because you make me feel so dizzy everytime that your in mind
you should not be so scared of me
i am just like the people you see on tv
everyone's the same and i'm just like everyone