IS this supposed to be MORE painful after medication?
2:30 alarm goes off, starts playing lovely nick drake songs...i just lay in bed listening trying to decide whether i should turn it off and roll over and go back to sleep or just lay there awake and listen. i chose the latter. the second i got up i went to yawn and when i tried i had to stop right away...it hurt way too much. i tried looking at my throat but i couldn't go "ahhhh" without pain...i dragged myself downstairs, took the 2 spoonfulls of disgusting yellow medicine and inhaled 4 sprays of nasal spray and came back here feeling all ick. things like this freak me out because now i think i DO have something wrong with me, more than what is...i mean, i started antibiotics yesterday, is it supposed to be painful like this and then start whatever process is started for it to be cured? i can't help but sit here and whine in this journal since there is no one around for me to talk to, and well...it hurts when i do. what joy. i suppose it's a good thing that adam has work today, because i actually feel really sick today.
i dreamt about something....subway cars to deep ends of places i've never been, asking a brit i used to love directions, and sitting at a diner with my sister and having a tooth fall out. sigh...not really as great as the julian, dave, mick, keith rocking out dream i had yesterday.
i dreamt about something....subway cars to deep ends of places i've never been, asking a brit i used to love directions, and sitting at a diner with my sister and having a tooth fall out. sigh...not really as great as the julian, dave, mick, keith rocking out dream i had yesterday.