just so close to losing my lungs
DEAR GOD! I just had the worst coughing fit in the entire world that lasted 20 minutes, the last 20 minutes of Philosophy!! I was coughing so much the girl in front of me [who was also a bit sick herself] gave me he very last halls cough drop. It did't help till about 3 minutes after I had it. I really sounded like I was going to cough up a lung, and all the people in the class kept flashing me these "are you going to die?" looks.
In the middle of the coughing fit I started to think of the very last time I got really really sick, and it was 2 years ago that I had fluid in my lungs and had awful infections for a month straight...then there was the time last year before SR...and well, I ALWAYS GET SICK AT THIS TIME OF THE YEAR! WHY?!??!?! I am never able to enjoy the first few days of nice weather because I am usually sick - how crap is that?
Anyway, I don't feel out of it like I did before my coughing fit...the feeling was that bizzare faintness that kept swirling in and out of my head. I think I have everything in control, at least I really hope so...I have things to do...MHS with a bunch of Scots tonight...and childish fun filled activities with chris tomorrow....but now,right now...i should rest.
In the middle of the coughing fit I started to think of the very last time I got really really sick, and it was 2 years ago that I had fluid in my lungs and had awful infections for a month straight...then there was the time last year before SR...and well, I ALWAYS GET SICK AT THIS TIME OF THE YEAR! WHY?!??!?! I am never able to enjoy the first few days of nice weather because I am usually sick - how crap is that?
Anyway, I don't feel out of it like I did before my coughing fit...the feeling was that bizzare faintness that kept swirling in and out of my head. I think I have everything in control, at least I really hope so...I have things to do...MHS with a bunch of Scots tonight...and childish fun filled activities with chris tomorrow....but now,right now...i should rest.