the feeling of the loss of innocence.
It's been a 'round about good day. I went to the city and hung out with Shea, we listened to music and talked and usual things. We then decided to go out to Tompkins Square Park again for him to show me his outline of 2002 (the screenplay he's been working on). He ended up running the whole thing by me in about 2 hours, gosh he's quite a talker! But I enjoyed it very much, the whole story is a bit confusing but all in all really good before we left Shea signed my yearbook and I was pretty happy about that.
After I left the park I went to this open flea market type thing that had pretty much thrift stores out in the open. There was this really great one set up with all sorts of cool shirts and things dirt cheap. I found a load of great button down shirts that were too big for me but just the right size for a guy. At that moment I really wish I had a boyfriend, or even a guy friend that would appretiate me buying him a short sleeve buttown down shirt. While looking through he racks I found the cool ringer-tee with Mickey Mouse that Damon wears in the Song 2 video, only this one is blue instead of grey. Luckily it was my size so I bought it, I soon realized that Dennis wore the idential one to Damon's one of the last time I saw him...bleh.
After that I walked over to the subway, while I was waiting for the train there was a guy playing guitar, he was playing "runaway train" I just about started to cry, the reason...well my uncle tells me that that was the very first song that I liked a lot and pretty much got me into music, I don't recall that very well, but he must think that for a reason, and well that might be it. I just kept thinking about graduation in 2 weeks, and how much I've changed...and all he personal experiences in the course of the past week. After the guitarist finished, he went right into Greenday's Time Of Your Life...I don't at all for Greenday, but that song does kind of mean something at this time to me. I guess it's just a really emotional time for me.
After I left the park I went to this open flea market type thing that had pretty much thrift stores out in the open. There was this really great one set up with all sorts of cool shirts and things dirt cheap. I found a load of great button down shirts that were too big for me but just the right size for a guy. At that moment I really wish I had a boyfriend, or even a guy friend that would appretiate me buying him a short sleeve buttown down shirt. While looking through he racks I found the cool ringer-tee with Mickey Mouse that Damon wears in the Song 2 video, only this one is blue instead of grey. Luckily it was my size so I bought it, I soon realized that Dennis wore the idential one to Damon's one of the last time I saw him...bleh.
After that I walked over to the subway, while I was waiting for the train there was a guy playing guitar, he was playing "runaway train" I just about started to cry, the reason...well my uncle tells me that that was the very first song that I liked a lot and pretty much got me into music, I don't recall that very well, but he must think that for a reason, and well that might be it. I just kept thinking about graduation in 2 weeks, and how much I've changed...and all he personal experiences in the course of the past week. After the guitarist finished, he went right into Greenday's Time Of Your Life...I don't at all for Greenday, but that song does kind of mean something at this time to me. I guess it's just a really emotional time for me.