Oct 19, 2005 18:25
Unfortunately that entry I was talking about isn't going to happen soon. I can't write in this anymore, not for a while. I don't know what's going on with me. I keep saying shit and writing shit that I wouldn't normally say and I've become such an asshole. I don't know why. I'm just always angry. I'm so exhausted with school and I never sleep. I say things with such hostility and then I re-read them later and at first I don't even recognize it. It's weird, like I refuse to accept that I would write something like that, but I did. And I just sit there and wonder what I was thinking when I wrote that. I don't know what's going on. I don't know when this all started. But I can't do this anymore. I don't know what I should do. I'm just completely stressed out. I'm sorry to whoever I offended or was an asshole to on AIM or anywhere. And I just gotta deal with this and figure myself out. Later.