What's Wrong With Me?

Oct 19, 2005 18:25

Unfortunately that entry I was talking about isn't going to happen soon.  I can't write in this anymore, not for a while.  I don't know what's going on with me.  I keep saying shit and writing shit that I wouldn't normally say and I've become such an asshole.  I don't know why.  I'm just always angry.  I'm so exhausted with school and I never sleep.  I say things with such hostility and then I re-read them later and at first I don't even recognize it.  It's weird, like I refuse to accept that I would write something like that, but I did.  And I just sit there and wonder what I was thinking when I wrote that.  I don't know what's going on.  I don't know when this all started.  But I can't do this anymore.  I don't know what I should do.  I'm just completely stressed out.  I'm sorry to whoever I offended or was an asshole to on AIM or anywhere.  And I just gotta deal with this and figure myself out.  Later.
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