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Latly ive been on and off in terms of my mood and how i feel and everything of that sort. At one moment ill be completly fine and the next ill be blah, down, depressed and confused. It has been a long week, well couple of weeks, and they just seem to go by so god damn slowly. The weekends havent been much better, because they have just been plain boring and shit.
Im definetly liking jimmy, well have been but yeah lol. as for alan he has a girlfriend and i harldly talk to him and i really dont like him like that anymore because now i liek jimmy, but myb i nvr really did liek alan as much as i thought i did. when it comes to guys and relationships, its doesnt always go to well. my parents arent as eays going as most, and well idk...for some, they may not always liek if i cant party all the time, but o well, lol, but its not always that, that makes relationships harder for me its that i tend to be afraid and tenative because i dont want to get hurt. that always seems to happen to me though, and i hope it doesnt happen agian his time, bc i really do liek jimmy. newho...
today was the spring fling and i went to go see road to ruin play. it wasnt that great. today and the last time at the blue dragon they didnt play as well as they normally have. i didnt care for them too much this time, but o well. when i go i usually have fun just hanging out with people and the band. its someplace i can go and hang out and my parents dont really mind. i have to start driving soon and then il be able to do more, but as for now, thats not possible. im thinking about taking drivers ed bc i dont want to wait until im 18 to be able to drive after 9 and thats at the end of next summer when ive already graduated.
at the moment i am not too happy because i was planning on having kt over for the party n what not and now idk if her mom will let her come, which means ill be bored out my fuckin mind!!!...
alright...i think for tonight ive rambled on for long enough
Im definetly liking jimmy, well have been but yeah lol. as for alan he has a girlfriend and i harldly talk to him and i really dont like him like that anymore because now i liek jimmy, but myb i nvr really did liek alan as much as i thought i did. when it comes to guys and relationships, its doesnt always go to well. my parents arent as eays going as most, and well idk...for some, they may not always liek if i cant party all the time, but o well, lol, but its not always that, that makes relationships harder for me its that i tend to be afraid and tenative because i dont want to get hurt. that always seems to happen to me though, and i hope it doesnt happen agian his time, bc i really do liek jimmy. newho...
today was the spring fling and i went to go see road to ruin play. it wasnt that great. today and the last time at the blue dragon they didnt play as well as they normally have. i didnt care for them too much this time, but o well. when i go i usually have fun just hanging out with people and the band. its someplace i can go and hang out and my parents dont really mind. i have to start driving soon and then il be able to do more, but as for now, thats not possible. im thinking about taking drivers ed bc i dont want to wait until im 18 to be able to drive after 9 and thats at the end of next summer when ive already graduated.
at the moment i am not too happy because i was planning on having kt over for the party n what not and now idk if her mom will let her come, which means ill be bored out my fuckin mind!!!...
alright...i think for tonight ive rambled on for long enough