Aug 16, 2007 22:14
Fuck. Sorry about this guys, I'm sure some of you don't want to hear this, but oh well. here goes:
I'm sick. i refused to tell leigha what sort of sick i am this afternoon, but she deserves to know (as i'm sure she's some sort of curious.)
Here's the deal. since last night, i've had the constant feeling of "oh my god, i've gotta pee" and nothing will make it go away, not even urination, as the deal should normally be. I went to the doctor, and he said: okay, blood test, urine sample, and just in case, we'll set you up with a renal Kidney/bladder ultrasound (that's on sept 26th) and put you on cipro XL (some of the strongest antibiotics you can find). He's not certain what it is, but i'm scared. he said that the options were basically this: urethritis caused by Gonnorhea (how the fuck?), Bladder stones, A kidney infection, Or Diabetes.
I'm scared, and i feel worthless because i can't do anything without it being full of short runs to the bathroom, and Uggh for christ's sake why does it happen to me....
Sorry, i'm feeling moody at the moment. i'll go away now.
talk to you later. thanks for listening. sorry if i grossed anyone out.