i had a busy day.
cigarettes so far: 3
i did brunch with justine and cat at family express. java waves and muffins from a box. a good meal! then out to the mall. after speed walking x3 to subway i got worn out and was ready for bed. that was at 6 30. i kinda made plans with justin to go to the movies. that never happened - oh well.
i got a little angry that he kept not calling me back... then i started to chainsmoke and got over it. it was either being mad that i was stuck at home for another night in a row or that i didn't have a lighter. 1 match to 6 cigarettes is not a good ratio. one after another smoke worked fine.
(we) are running out of things to talk about. (he) did say (he) doesn't like talking on the phone but since (we) never seem to find time to hang out, (we) might as well talk on the phone. that's the way (i) look at it! like (i) told (him) if (we) were going out, (i'd) expect a breakup sometime soon. my last clue before "it's over" is the awkward silences and the joking bitchiness.
maybe i'm just overreacting and things will look up soon. we have plans for saturday so we'll see. it seems to be like a double date. the other two people are going out soo yeah. maybe for once i won't feel too ignored! ok yes, i'm overreacting!
i did brunch with justine and cat at family express. java waves and muffins from a box. a good meal! then out to the mall. after speed walking x3 to subway i got worn out and was ready for bed. that was at 6 30. i kinda made plans with justin to go to the movies. that never happened - oh well.
i got a little angry that he kept not calling me back... then i started to chainsmoke and got over it. it was either being mad that i was stuck at home for another night in a row or that i didn't have a lighter. 1 match to 6 cigarettes is not a good ratio. one after another smoke worked fine.
(we) are running out of things to talk about. (he) did say (he) doesn't like talking on the phone but since (we) never seem to find time to hang out, (we) might as well talk on the phone. that's the way (i) look at it! like (i) told (him) if (we) were going out, (i'd) expect a breakup sometime soon. my last clue before "it's over" is the awkward silences and the joking bitchiness.
maybe i'm just overreacting and things will look up soon. we have plans for saturday so we'll see. it seems to be like a double date. the other two people are going out soo yeah. maybe for once i won't feel too ignored! ok yes, i'm overreacting!