Insomnia..
Its 1.30am yest again. Im sick of this not sleeping at all and sitting online, sad part is I have nothing better to do.Well not for a couple of days and then itll be another week long of Intoxication and randomness and not remembering much whatsoever.
After Xmas Ive decided im gonna go back to being a barmaid but this time im gonna go get it at one of the mine camps. Moneys so much better and its gotta be more intresting than the pub and tavern here.
What else can I ramble about to waste the time...
Im sick to death of pathetic male slaves. Who just wont shut up and stop harrassing you for what they want even after punishment they STILL do it and wonder why! They also dont do as theyre told, disrespectful and think that mere lame words can make up for it and that everythings just dandy. I want a slave in the olden day sense of the word. Harsh I know but its true. I just need someone to abuse and use for all theyre worth not even sexually, theyre below me and dont deserve that priviledge. What can I say, Im sick of being put last and being the one that everyone thinks is nice sweet and innocent...wrong...Ha! its funny since my sadistic streaks come back out everyones running away and isnt up for the fun... *sigh* Someone has to be soon as if not when someone shows up theyre gonna end up dead in my hands >_-;...
Hmm raining again at some ungodly hour. May as well and try to sleep instead of bitching...
After Xmas Ive decided im gonna go back to being a barmaid but this time im gonna go get it at one of the mine camps. Moneys so much better and its gotta be more intresting than the pub and tavern here.
What else can I ramble about to waste the time...
Im sick to death of pathetic male slaves. Who just wont shut up and stop harrassing you for what they want even after punishment they STILL do it and wonder why! They also dont do as theyre told, disrespectful and think that mere lame words can make up for it and that everythings just dandy. I want a slave in the olden day sense of the word. Harsh I know but its true. I just need someone to abuse and use for all theyre worth not even sexually, theyre below me and dont deserve that priviledge. What can I say, Im sick of being put last and being the one that everyone thinks is nice sweet and innocent...wrong...Ha! its funny since my sadistic streaks come back out everyones running away and isnt up for the fun... *sigh* Someone has to be soon as if not when someone shows up theyre gonna end up dead in my hands >_-;...
Hmm raining again at some ungodly hour. May as well and try to sleep instead of bitching...