Merry Christmas....?
Well... I must say, I've never felt so lonely and sad on a christmas. I feel this way for many reasons I will share with u now...
First off... My mom, I love her so much, I mean, she gives me everything I own, from my clothes to my fuckin awesome drums. And now... she's suffering more than ever. She cant work cause her leg's broken, she got 1 fucken present on christmas... from me. :-D
I mean, I pray she'll get stronger, imagine, haven to suffer never-ending pain during the "Happy Holidays..."
Second off, I've been notified of my annoyiority towards my fellow peoples. I talk too much... It's a problem I've had since the beginning of time. I like to talk... so fuck me. I like to talk to Courtney, my secretive love that I can never speak of cause my good buddy David claims for her to be his eternal Love. Sux ass... cause Courtney, along with Brittnay, seems to be the only girl that understands me. Someone I feel like I can talk to forever. It seems like it woulda been perfect. I guess I was too late. But I cant complain. I'm happy for David and her, I hope they live Happily Ever After.
Thirdly... presents. Things... given to u, as a GIFT, something that comes from the heart. U accept them, but u know full heartedly that the gifts suck cock. Especially when u're too poor to afford the gifts u really want. So know this, be thankful if u got what u wanted. Cause after telling u what I have now. I'd have to say this is the shittiest Christmas I've ever had...
And it only gets worse.
So, to those who say I annoy them... all I can say is ignore me. Cause I dont know what the fuck to do with my life, I dont know how the hell to please u. Do what u want. Sry, sry I cant be what U want me to be.
So to all the folks at home...
Merry Fuckin Christmas.
First off... My mom, I love her so much, I mean, she gives me everything I own, from my clothes to my fuckin awesome drums. And now... she's suffering more than ever. She cant work cause her leg's broken, she got 1 fucken present on christmas... from me. :-D
I mean, I pray she'll get stronger, imagine, haven to suffer never-ending pain during the "Happy Holidays..."
Second off, I've been notified of my annoyiority towards my fellow peoples. I talk too much... It's a problem I've had since the beginning of time. I like to talk... so fuck me. I like to talk to Courtney, my secretive love that I can never speak of cause my good buddy David claims for her to be his eternal Love. Sux ass... cause Courtney, along with Brittnay, seems to be the only girl that understands me. Someone I feel like I can talk to forever. It seems like it woulda been perfect. I guess I was too late. But I cant complain. I'm happy for David and her, I hope they live Happily Ever After.
Thirdly... presents. Things... given to u, as a GIFT, something that comes from the heart. U accept them, but u know full heartedly that the gifts suck cock. Especially when u're too poor to afford the gifts u really want. So know this, be thankful if u got what u wanted. Cause after telling u what I have now. I'd have to say this is the shittiest Christmas I've ever had...
And it only gets worse.
So, to those who say I annoy them... all I can say is ignore me. Cause I dont know what the fuck to do with my life, I dont know how the hell to please u. Do what u want. Sry, sry I cant be what U want me to be.
So to all the folks at home...
Merry Fuckin Christmas.