. . it is something unpredictable . .
I feel so fucking ridiculusly whinny.
Ranting all the fucking time
fuck, whatever
I want to just fucking drop out of school
I guess i'm just not ment for it
i can't think
I really can't concentrate for a minute
I'm so distracted by anything
I think I should go to a docter or someone for
a. my pinky that I may have broke and is now healing wrong ( cause it hurts to move it all the time )
b. The fact that i can't concentrate, focus, I can't be bothered to be awake for more then 4 hours without wanting to just feeling so competely and utterly useless and wanting to go sleep away my life, no matter how much I do sleep i'm still tired. Or the fact that I always feel so anxious, panicy, my hands shake alot.
I'm nervous about this presentation tomorrow.
6 days left so school ( potientially forever? )
Ranting all the fucking time
fuck, whatever
I want to just fucking drop out of school
I guess i'm just not ment for it
i can't think
I really can't concentrate for a minute
I'm so distracted by anything
I think I should go to a docter or someone for
a. my pinky that I may have broke and is now healing wrong ( cause it hurts to move it all the time )
b. The fact that i can't concentrate, focus, I can't be bothered to be awake for more then 4 hours without wanting to just feeling so competely and utterly useless and wanting to go sleep away my life, no matter how much I do sleep i'm still tired. Or the fact that I always feel so anxious, panicy, my hands shake alot.
I'm nervous about this presentation tomorrow.
6 days left so school ( potientially forever? )