Why i laugh? I have no idea.
I'm laughing at his own demise. I'm laughing because im happy and he isn't.
I'm laughing because he deserved it.
Told me you didnt want our friendship to change but it did.
And you threw the rest of it away.
I hate to sound so evil but he pissed me off and I didn't like it one bit.
Brett and his gf might be breaking up.
After all the stuff i heard. I can't believe he put up with it.
I swear if i went with them on Halloween i would have told her to shut the fuck up.
Im not one to deal with a complainer.
Especially dealing with one for so long.
Not in my game anymore I will have no trouble with telling you straight up.
Mmmm.. why can't it be the 20th already. I have some big plans that i want to go through.
Sometime this week G.j. gets his license back and i just can't wait.
After spending a whole weekend just working [we both did].
We were talking about before when we dated and it was just so funny to laugh about it together.
I really love the relationship that has formed out of this.
Even though we have had our ups and downs.
We GET through them.
He trusts me for the most part.
And I trust him.
But honestly he could make me cry and then tell me he loves me so much and i would stop and say i love you too.
Like last night we were discussing something I dont like to discuss much at all.
I want to forget. I want to take it back. I want to erase it.
As much as it hurts him he will always have a soft spot for me.
He even said if he ever got really mad when i was around he'd never strike me.
<3
Even last night when i said i was gonna go to bed because i was really upset he said ok, we said our good nights and i hung up.
Couple minutes later when i was almost asleep he called me back.
He said that he'd always love me and is really sorry for upsetting me.
Thats a guy i want to hold on to.
Ohh, but lets see what the future has in store for us..