oh it feels like the first time, every time...
I am back--ish
My apps will all be in by Friday..I hope??? Ehh lets hope! Its been a fun process, but really now it's time to end...
My life...has been consumed by college shit...and I'm ready to just enjoy senior year..senioritis as you may say
Health wise? I'm ehh..not better...Still fighting off this thing that I've been fighting for a month. Still not having a productive immune system. I have this medication that I hate and it makes me so crazy and not myself so I don't take it..I don't want to take it.
On another note..a better note. My life, has been amazing, and it's all because of Chip. This has just been..wonderful. It's been so perfect. Kissing him, holding him, just looking at him and feeling the heat of his eyes on mine. It's unreal. I scare myself sometimes because of how I feel. I just want to feel like this always and forever.
On Thanksgiving I met his grandmother who is really sick, and I had dinner with his family. I also brought his grandma back to PA with him on Saturday. I can't even tell you how much his family feels like home to me. I love his family. I step into that house, and its home, its the first time I've stepped into a boyfriend's place, and just felt like it was as much of a home to me as my house. I love his mom, and her warmth. Shes such a strong woman, you just can sense it with her personality. She's so independent. I love Eric his brother. I love that kid. He's such a good kid, and despite the trouble he gets into, hes just awesome.
I've never been on cloud 9 like this before. And even my friends know it. My friend Zach told me hes never seen me obsess over a guy like this before, and yeah I'm obsessing but I love the kid. And yeah
I need to shut up