2011 resolutions
HELLO to all of my dear friend list!!! HAPPY NEW YEAAARRR!!!
so, it's already January 9th, and i just get some inspirations to write about my 2011 resolutions hehe *sheepish smile*
[insert drumrolls here] my resolutions are:
1. Getting THINNER
yes, you're right baby, i must lose about 6 kilograms (13 pounds) so that i'll be in my ideal weight again. No, make that 8-10 kilograms. well i'm not really sure if i can loose that many, so i'll just make it 6 kilograms. that would be really hard, but i must have faith to myself. I need more bicycling and sit-ups and push-ups, haha
2. Increase my SELF-ESTEEM
Lack of self-esteem has been my psychological problem from a long time ago, and it's been tough for me to get out from that situation. Actually i've downloaded some modules, but i had stopped in the middle because i was too lazy to continue. i know i'm being hard to myself, but i was busy with the internships and assignments all i want to do when i get free time is rest. As i make this my resolution this year, i hope i have more courage to do this.. to make myself better person. :)
3. make some MONEY
it's been intriguing me how much i depend on my parents. I am 23 years old, yet i can't make some money myself. i'll be graduated this year (around October) and people don't expect too much from me as i still in my education program, but still.... i guess i'm too scared to try new things, but i have to realize that i'm getting old and i cannot be like this anymore. GOD of BUSINESS, please give me your idea how to make money easily XDDDDDD
4. get a BOYFRIEND
it's not my priority as i'm not that lonely, but i guess having boyfriend would help me to get more self-esteem. it's kind of silly anyway, but i think having a boyfriend will convince me that i'm not as ugly and worthless as i think.
that is my 4 resolutions. i haven't come up with any ideas for my 5th resolutions, so i'll stop here. of course i have many needs, wants, wishes, you name it, but i guess having my resolutions come true, then my another wishes will come true as well in the end. Actually my wishes is too many i think it'll to long to write, hahaha..hmm this is some of my top wishes:
i want to boost my notebook and computer's hard disk drive
get a car
get a proper job after graduated
have a vacation to some beautiful islands and places here in Indonesia :)
well they're kinda related with my resolutions, aren't they? XDDD