Nov 24, 2006 14:21
Tool were amazing. I am modifying what Aimee said about it bein a 'religous experience' to a 'spiritual experience'
A couple things have changed me for the better lately. The first being an LGBT training event that I helped run. I have never wanted to change somethign so badly in Ireland ever. I feel the NEED to do something about trans issues in Ireland. I actually can't stop myself if I wanted to. I've gone from a few weeks of completely stress, insomnia, lethargy to not being able to stay in bed if I want to because something just urgers me to get up and get going. It's the feeling I had when I was in Canada, I feel alive again. Passionate and enthralled in everything.
Tool had a different unifying weirdly spiritual experience. I completely zoned out into almost a trance state during the concert. Aimee said at one point I looked like I was falling asleep but I was honestly just in a place where everyone dissappeared. I could see the stage clearly even though there were hundereds of people taller than me in front of me. What a bloody concert.
Anyways.. this whole entry is getting a bit weird
I'm really happy, in college and in my transition. Things are goin sooo much better. 2 more months for hormones. (Don't ask, I don't even want to talk about how slow the Irish system is). I'm just being patient and I realise that hormones are way less of a big deal then I think they are. They really can't make me who I am. I'm just thankfull that in Ireland I pass...
You people out there that I haven't heard from in ages. Tell me how the hell you ARE!!