Let Me Go...

Aug 20, 2006 22:54


I really can't take any of this!! My brain is going to explode, all the pressur eis on me and I'm too weak to do this on my own.. And everyone constantly yelling treating me like some kid fuck I really can't take it!! I just wanna perish, leave this fucking world of hell, I want God to take me into his arms right nwo!! So I can stop being puzzled, so I can stop being confused.. I wanna stop living, because when I don't breath air, I don't feel pain. I don't wanna continue this life. I wanna give up right now!! Take away my soul, Lord.. Take it all away.. I don't deserve to be loved, I don't deserve to live..

And I'm crying in the middle of the room, but nobody notices me.. But isn't it obvious to see..
And who is there to talk to? Nobody.. 'cause nobody will lsiten.. or I wont speak up.
I don't know what to say anymore.
Except, I wanna end my road here. I wanna give up here. I wanna die now.
And I guess I'll only appreciate my life once I'm dead.

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